Friday, July 28, 2006
moved.......
http://mellouisechew.livejournal.com
ignore previous link....its with a http not a www hahaha sorry flea.
MELLYEEESA"12:37 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
moved....
www.mellouisechew.livejournal.com
MELLYEEESA"11:34 PM
alright i have a mini swollen eye..how am i going to drive. this rhymes.
MELLYEEESA"10:18 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
yes i have been very busy. My whole bloody life revolves around driving more driving, slopes, crank courses and u-turns. Not very brilliant. So yes I am actually pretty fine with the damn crank courses and s courses but nope my last driving lesson was called the hump time. Shit nehs nehs, I was too nervous, glancing everywhere with the stupid Singapore airlines shit in my mind too and my instructor said to me " ah yoh mehh lissa jing tian ni zai circuit hen lan ..hahahah" I just went uh hahah. Nehs. August 3rd. The day where i will pee on my pants before even siting beside the traffic police instructor or whatever we call them. I just have a bad feeling on that day. I just want Aug 3rd to be over, period.
Friday was a pack day, with me being woked up by mum's screaming loud voice " daddy ..uncle kim sam passed away" As usual death to me has taken a new status in my life and poped, i went back to bed. Only later then i realise that uncle kim sam is grandpops really close friend and is Lim Kim Sam the former cabinet minister. I felt quite bad as I thought it was some friend, never did I knew they grew up togther Uncle Kim Sam, Uncle Pang, Grandpa. So there i was staring into Grandpop's eyes hearing him speaking of those good old days. Never met him, but from the stories that mum told me how she used to play at his place. He is a fine old man.Memories. Rushed him to Dalvey road then White house road and never in my life have i seen so many hot spanky cars in an old man's house (uncle pang). I think its like what Grandpa always tells me"when you are born into the world your passport has been stamped with the dates of your entry and departure"
Off to meet Dad's friends later. Its strange how these people comes into your life. More dinners and social meet ups. Sigh. I just want to pass on August 3rd. After that, i just have to get stuff with my mummysies, meet up with the bitch botch and others. Till then August 29
MELLYEEESA"2:30 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
kudos to ah lau...
yes thank you very much mr eugene lau something something. For driving us all the way to hot and sexy geylang to chomp down on dimsum and yes my ulitmate favourite tau hui. Been such a long time since i met the ah lau, great time catching up. Updates later...
MELLYEEESA"5:09 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i never really liked guys with scruffy beards, long hair, but johnny i love you.
MELLYEEESA"3:54 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
through the years - kenny rogers
on loop mode now. Yes i think its a brilliant song and yes it brings back memories of my cousin Pat. The one who was my play mate khaki at grans house. The times where we race down grandmas porch with our rusty bikes, crashing into each other. The days we chunk down fishballs before entering into Dad's car after swimming. Her courage, I saulte her for all the times when she had so suffer through the chemo therapy, the needles, the drugs that make her fall into deep hallucination.
2006, yes this year has been a real hard ride for me. First was dad then cousin pat-wu jie. This 2 people who were so dear to me, both whom i respect adore and love so much. I've grown, i know that i am stronger now. The questions to him still exist, the nights where i will hug the bear that dad gave me and pray hard that he will enter into my dreams. The days when i sit down and go "Mel you have grown", "Mel you have to take care of your mummy and sister". Sometimes I wish that i could just take a deep breath and someone says everything will be fine....However with all my friends esp 2 idiots that i love so much. I shall now introduce 2 of my craziest friends, the one that knows me really well, the ones that i will miss dearly when i leave on that jet plane.
Jules & Terri...
Yes my 2 darlings. I give thanks to God for allowing me to have such wonderful friends. The 7 years of friendship still holds strong and frim in my heart. Swollen eyes, tears rolling yes they have seen the worse and best part of me. I thank both of you so so much for this whole year especially. The hours that you spent with me in the hospital, holding me close, providing me with the kleenex tissues telling and giving me all the support. These few months, with your constant support and encouragement has really helped me pull through this whole ordeal. Maybe you 2 nehs nehs dont know, but if you were not there i cant imagine how could i have moved on. This 2 months will be extermly precious with both of you before i see you in like 7 months. I will definetly miss the crapping sessions we have, the laughter, the oooing and awwing at hot korean men, gossiping, and yes spending time with each other. I love you 2 so dearly, sometimes i think many may think we three are lesbos..but yes you 2 are like my crazy sisters. Sometimes i wonder how in the world can the 3 of us hang out together. With different contrasting personalities. One who is so violent always shooting human private parts from her mouth, one who screams at hot guys and a bitty bit blur, one who tells corny dry jokes and complains at restaurants. Well i guess we are like a pyramid, without each other we will just collaspe into dust. Brilliant analogy. Jules the one who never laughs at my jokes and Terri my eating partner i will miss you when i leave for UK.
MELLYEEESA"12:04 AM
Friday, June 30, 2006
come on my darling italiaaaaaa!
MELLYEEESA"7:49 PM