Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Sometimes i ask myself should i just bawl out loudly. Its still quite raw and sometimes if ever i am a witch and have that "turn back the clock" thing, i will do so much more things with him.
Train rides is something i dont really like that much nowadays, my grey matter gets really distracted and all i can do is just heave a big sigh. Well i guess this is something that cant be compared to what mum's feeling, thank goodness the parents gave birth to a girl who has a rather outgoing personality. Books and Tv comes handy nowadays, takes my mind away from it.
There are the times where i question God which i know i should not.
I miss the times when you brought me to the zoo.
I miss the times when you tuck me into bed.
I miss the times when you nagged at me to pack up my room.
I miss the times when you screamed at me for being rude to mum.
I miss the times when you drove us round areas of Singapore to munch on food.
I miss the times where you will sing in the car.
I miss the times when you cooked your no 1 beef steak for us*even though you cant eat
I miss the times when you chidded me off for coming home late.
I miss the times when you picked me up from the train station.
I miss the times when you sat at the sofa and asked me to play the piano for you.
I miss the times when you called me your watermelon girl.
I miss you.
There could be a million misses out there for you but i know that you will be watching over me.
I guess its going to be along journey ahead for me without you...
MELLYEEESA"12:10 AM